Outcasts Gaming - vent-hear-me-out

1:51 PM

This book is Hillary Clinton My younger brother brought this the fist thing I open was this

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8:08 PM

8:09 PM

is that fucking Halo lounge?

Im apparently just not allowed to make friends or enjoy halo

Jay

is that fucking Halo lounge?

Yes

8:10 PM

Do you know it?

Holy shit I need to sit down for this one

8:12 PM

About the halo lounge I’m in there serve

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSPXJEMTD/

TikTok · Kitty

Check out Kitty’s post.

8:12 PM

And

I don’t have TikTok

@Addicted Arc Raider (Adapted) are they talking about me?

I can check

Plz

Valkyrie

Do you know it?

@Jay

8:15 PM

I wonder if they expect me to just let them win. And the accusations and manipulation of the bullshit that they created on me should just be continue floating around. Cuz I’m about fed up with this shit

8:16 PM

I’m literally feeling forced to give up living at this point

@Valkyrie I’m sending screen record atm

Valkyrie

Do you know it?

yeah ive been in it i have it muted cus i hate the fucking halo community i just use it for stickers

8:18 PM

there has only ever been one halo comunity ive felt safe in and have good friends in but one fucking dude named sal brought the other people in (from falsh too which pisses me off) so now theyre "partners" with the halo lounge tho we dont really do anything with them theyre just there

8:20 PM

@Valkyrie all I ask if you blur out my name that’s all

He literally joined after I called lovablehaloaddiction for sexual assault me and got me banned

Valkyrie

He literally joined after I called lovablehaloaddiction for sexual assault me and got me banned

THAT MOTHERFUCKER

8:21 PM

FUCKING LOVABLEHALOADDICTION

8:22 PM

that agh

@Sinister_Mason leave that server plz

8:22 PM

I saw Sal invite you

8:22 PM

He only invited you to shit talk me in that server

just to be clear it was lovablehaloaddiction who pulled that bullshit on you? (edited)

Jay

THAT MOTHERFUCKER

Sal loves drama it’s fucking discussing

Sal pisses me off

Sounds like yall have past history lol

hes a weird ass guy and hes ruining Soul company

Jay

just to be clear it was lovablehaloaddiction who pulled that bullshit on you? (edited)

Yes and obviously sent Sal in and Sal invited more of the flash members into it

which soul company is still good cus not many people are joining/active except the good peeps cus we avoid drama but god i hate him (edited)

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Same

8:25 PM

All Sal has done is believe in allegations and false rumours towards me to the point where he’s tried multiple times to get me doxxed and offline

Valkyrie

All Sal has done is believe in allegations and false rumours towards me to the point where he’s tried multiple times to get me doxxed and offline

Yeah our founders dont exactly like him

8:26 PM

and lovablehaloaddiction is in our server but is inactive he tried sharing his stream but no one gave a shit

8:27 PM

hes the same guy who asked slay to draw something for him and when slay got the fire unicorn from the art work Haloaddiction bitched about how we should have gotten it because he told slay to draw it, like Bitch it aint your art work

8:28 PM

We legit have a reason to get rid of him...

8:28 PM

i wont say anything now but ill talk to our founder cus i dont want him around in our server i wont bring you up since its privatie and i dont want you dealing with it cus youve delt with enough (edited)

8:29 PM

theyre a disease

8:30 PM

terrorism?

Only solution

@Valkyrie you have so much diagnose. Not trying to be rude, but maybe the way you come out bothers other people to be this way.

yeah but either way she explains it to them and they dont give any chance to know her, they immediately jump to rumors. If you dont like someone move on dont turn it into a thing unless theyre actually hurting other people

8:40 PM

at least from what ive seen and based on the group of people doing it cus ive met enough of them to know theyre just dense and sensitive

Well isn’t this a lovely toxicity halo community lol

yerp

But now I understand why people don’t like her

Jay

i wont say anything now but ill talk to our founder cus i dont want him around in our server i wont bring you up since its privatie and i dont want you dealing with it cus youve delt with enough (edited)

I don’t want you to mention me plz

Valkyrie

I don’t want you to mention me plz

I wont i promise

8:54 PM

And its something we would keep on the low just more a hey look out for this guy

Jay

I wont i promise

Thank you

cus we already have issues with this guy

The only reason why I was kicked out of the flash community was because I was trying to call this guy out including Sal, but no one wanted to hear me and then when I got invited to a party to the people in the whatever that community was called that I just got banned out of they heard Sal and what’s his name side of the story and some pictures and they still believed that I was starting an argument and causing drama when actually that’s not what I was doing at all. I was trying to call someone out for their BS and I still get banned for it.

thats stupid sorry you gotta deal with it

8:56 PM

has Sal done anything or is it just him trying being a drama addict

It’s like I’m just restricted and not allowed to have fun anymore. Sure I like making new friends, but it also sucks if I’m not allowed to make new friends.

yeah i feel you

8:57 PM

Alot of gamming communities unfortunately suck ass theyres only a few gems with in them

Valkyrie

@Sinister_Mason leave that server plz

Don’t worry, I already left after the VC

Valkyrie

It’s like I’m just restricted and not allowed to have fun anymore. Sure I like making new friends, but it also sucks if I’m not allowed to make new friends.

you are allowed to have fun & make new friends. Don't let people put you down like that.

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NERBABLE

you are allowed to have fun & make new friends. Don't let people put you down like that.

Said it best

Sinister_Mason

Don’t worry, I already left after the VC

Did they talk shit?

Not really no.

NERBABLE

you are allowed to have fun & make new friends. Don't let people put you down like that.

Yes. But it feels like the haters are literally forcing me not too..cuz this year alone I’ve been banned out of 14 servers…

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Damn…

Damn I missed a lot

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My parents keep lecturing me about pushing me to get baptized. And trying to convince me by scaring me saying that if I dye all sudden if I’m not baptized I’ll just go to hell immediately. And because my birthday is on the 11th of January and my church is doing a baptism service on 11th my parents are forcing me to go. Meanwhile it’s supposed be my decision not my parents

So my mother doesn’t know I have boyfriend. And she keeps trying to assume I like the guy I was talking about that gave mom a bunch of red flags because my mom tried to put me up on a date with him and he ended up putting his full attention on everyone else but me. My mom said “if you like this guy, you should be wishing him a happy birthday.” I’m like the only guy I liking, mom is my boyfriend and unfortunately you don’t know that because I don’t want you too. So if my mom knew I had a boyfriend online she tell me to dump them so that’s why I’m not letting her know. But she because she doesn’t know she’s technically trying to get me to cheat on my boyfriend. And that ain’t happening

perhaps telling her your happy by yourself and you dont need a relationship of course being that could snowball backwards into her reinforcing her earlier behavior idk

Valkyrie

So my mother doesn’t know I have boyfriend. And she keeps trying to assume I like the guy I was talking about that gave mom a bunch of red flags because my mom tried to put me up on a date with him and he ended up putting his full attention on everyone else but me. My mom said “if you like this guy, you should be wishing him a happy birthday.” I’m like the only guy I liking, mom is my boyfriend and unfortunately you don’t know that because I don’t want you too. So if my mom knew I had a boyfriend online she tell me to dump them so that’s why I’m not letting her know. But she because she doesn’t know she’s technically trying to get me to cheat on my boyfriend. And that ain’t happening

Be clear too her you don’t like the guy, but either way as long as your boyfriend is aware of the situation and you’re not talking to the guy your mom is trying to set you up with in a relationship manner and don’t do anything that would be considered cheating as long as you’re communicating with your bf you’ll be okay

8:42 AM

-# Your mom is problematic…you know this (edited)

Ghost of coon

perhaps telling her your happy by yourself and you dont need a relationship of course being that could snowball backwards into her reinforcing her earlier behavior idk

Yea she won’t believe that.

Jay

Be clear too her you don’t like the guy, but either way as long as your boyfriend is aware of the situation and you’re not talking to the guy your mom is trying to set you up with in a relationship manner and don’t do anything that would be considered cheating as long as you’re communicating with your bf you’ll be okay

I have been omg! Lol I’ve told my mom the multiple red flags. This guy keeps giving and my mom’s “like I don’t care. He’s a nice guy you should be with him.”

Valkyrie

I have been omg! Lol I’ve told my mom the multiple red flags. This guy keeps giving and my mom’s “like I don’t care. He’s a nice guy you should be with him.”

Oh lord she’s dense

when in doubt shotgun out

I had no idea u had a bf lol

Weren't you actively in the dating scene already? Like 2 weeks ago? (edited)

10:39 AM

Like youre often talking about people asking you out and your mom hooking you up with people, how long ago was this bf?

i dont question it afterall history repeast itself take that as you will

Addicted Arc Raider (Adapted)

I had no idea u had a bf lol

I’ve literally decided to stop posting my social life on my Instagram and just go here so if you guys think that it’s just me seeking attention, it’s not I just have a lot on my chest and a lot of shit that goes on in my life that I like to vent about Such as right now, I went to Google for advice and I got an AI response instead which is stupid. But it was also very helpful and I’m starting to think. Maybe I should download ChatGPT for advice.

8:52 AM

But literally, this is what happened to me this morning and I got shit So I’m the bitch for not accepting $100 as a blessing for being told to cleaning..? But then my parents throw around that I don’t pay rent around and they get mad at me when I don’t want the money? Explain to me how that makes sense ? Like my mom literally called me a Karen for not accepting $100 for being told to clean Isn’t a blessing where you get something in return after doing something you weren’t told to do? And then a few screenshots I will share is what “the AI” said

Nah you’re good this is your space, if anyone has a problem they can just ignore it

8:53 AM

This was AI’s response and I feel like whenever my mom or dad tried to control me with thinking that they are better than me or smarter than me me just thinking what there’s just saying makes no sense so I go to AI to make sure I’m not insane or not

That’s allowance if they’re telling you to do a chore and paying you for it

Do they have a set rent for you? If they’re not giving you a set rent and structure they can’t complain about that???

They say I don’t have to pay rent. But when they constantly offer me money to do things, it doesn’t make sense because they’re constantly pushing around that I don’t pay rent. I’m like you chose for me not to pay rent.

Yeah those are jobs they’re paying you for that’s not a “blessing” it’s payment for labor

Like I’ve been saying for years my parents are making me into a slave, and they rewarding me for it is stupid (edited)

I mean if they say you don’t have to pay rent they can’t turn around and complain

8:56 AM

That’s not how it works

Valkyrie

Like I’ve been saying for years my parents are making me into a slave, and they rewarding me for it is stupid (edited)

They have a very backwards and upside down way of doing things and it’s just ways to feel like they have control/power

My mom would constantly say that if I don’t accept something, I’m just gonna turn it around and do it towards my husband

Dear lord

8:58 AM

I’d accept it and then give them some and say “accept it, its for rent “or something

8:58 AM

But either way that’s just wrong man

8:58 AM

Is she projecting Screenshot49

lol

So because I “argued,” I’m getting a bonus my dad literally just said that too me

9:13 AM

I asked ChatGPT Is this type of parenting can cause depression on one. And Ai said 100%. (edited)

9:14 AM

I officially know where I get my depression from now. If my parents say otherwise I’ll just keep that to myself then. because I have said to my parents before “you’re the reason why I have depression.” and they just throw it back at me saying “no it’s not. It’s because you played video games.” Video game doesn’t make me depressed. Having confusing parents that stresses the fuck out of me makes me depressed (edited)

Yeah no that’s on them it’s unstable

9:17 AM

There’s no structure so there’s uncertainty so there’s anxiety and all of that has negative affects on your mental health (edited)

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@Valkyrie i dont often ask my parents for money less its a time exclusive thing i cant deal with myself im still job searching and dont have my drivers license or any form of id for that matter

I’ll take the money think of it as and investment towards my sport

11:13 AM

Also I deleted a good handful of people on all my platforms

I'd do it for the money.

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Ghost of coon

@Valkyrie i dont often ask my parents for money less its a time exclusive thing i cant deal with myself im still job searching and dont have my drivers license or any form of id for that matter

Same

That’s so called money that I was supposed to get after cleaning the kitchen didn’t happen

10:08 PM

Because apparently my dad cleaned the kitchen, I took credit for it

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Valkyrie

Because apparently my dad cleaned the kitchen, I took credit for it

That's bullshit. That's low

I am a bad person, but I want to be better. I have, hurt, some people, because of me negligence, my ignorance, and my immaturity, and I take accountability from it, it is my fault, and I accept my own faults, and will try to be better. And to them, even though they cannot hear me, I am sorry. I should have not hurt you in the first place.

So I just removed a guy off my friends list for I guess click bait clout tray chasing or whatever it’s called because this guy said he’s cousins with the girl this guy dates and this guy’s TikTok or this guy Jack Doherty, or whatever his name is is a complete click baitfaster or whatever so I unfriended the guy because I don’t want to deal with this type of bullshit if he is gaslighting or not, I don’t know

Jack is a retard

Well Jack is facing the consequences of his actions for doing stupid shit and as u don’t pay attention to him he’ll die out

Neon is retarded too

QDOG724

Neon is retarded too

Yes

12:06 AM

The guy only got attention like neon. only got popular because he loves girls.

12:06 AM

He likes being sexual towards younger girls and he doesn’t care if they’re younger than him like there’s some videos about him being a paedophile and he doesn’t give a shit because it’s just clout

I want to say ishowspeed is stupid since I don't like him, neon and jack

This is the guy who says he is cousins to a girl he is that Jack Doherty is dating

The new gen stuff and people are dumb

But as soon as he mentioned, Jack Doherty, I was like this guy’s getting blocked and blocked because I don’t wanna be a part of this guy’s friend list if he’s literally gonna be related to this ahole

Valkyrie

But as soon as he mentioned, Jack Doherty, I was like this guy’s getting blocked and blocked because I don’t wanna be a part of this guy’s friend list if he’s literally gonna be related to this ahole

I say good

I can handle an Xbox party. But w my family no Ima be grumpy asf all day cuz don’t wanna be here

As being the easiest person to shop for I only got a few gifts. And my siblings are still opening their presents and i finished. I literally only got 5 gifts out of 9 people who’s here

9 people how many kids did your parents have?

I’ll be getting stuff off my chest all day today so my apologies if I get annoying

it ok aint that what this secion is for plus your server

I’m on lack of sleep. And I’m just not a happy person in big gatherings

Valkyrie

I’m on lack of sleep. And I’m just not a happy person in big gatherings

I can relate to that. I hate being around my stepmom at my family gathering at my dads

I want to go back to bed

12:03 PM

I’m so confused on why I was told to make Christmas wish lists and then don’t even get want i want? It makes no sense at all

Got to love holidays especially family gatherings. Sarcasm…*

My family is a literal joke

I don't know if I can go back to the store to complain and get a refund

I’m going back to bed

Welp needing permission to sleep in is a bit fucked

I have to ask otherwise they’ll turn the internet off

7:56 AM

My dad chose to threaten me and say that if I don’t wake up at 9:30 every morning he’d take away my stuff and turn the internet off

Thats fucking odd

I just got lectured by my mother. She said I’m honestly is selfish

What made her say that?

8:31 AM

D:

That all of last night with my behaviour and honesty the whole time for example trying to be a good sister and stuff turns into immaturity and not Christian like for asking it to make sure my sister‘s not sleeping with her fiancé cause she’s a Christian and that’s what not Christians do sleep with their man after they’re engaged and my sister husband spending a lot of time with her fiancé and as a Christian you’re not supposed to until you’re married so I asked if my sister is sleeping with her and fiancé and my mom screamed at me and she said I was being selfish when I asked that which I don’t understand how

Uhhhhh

Why do they treat you like a child lol.

Addicted Arc Raider (Adapted)

Why do they treat you like a child lol.

It's favorite kids vs the one who's hated it seems (edited)

11:29 AM

The one who's always being the punching bag

11:30 AM

That's what I think

I need to vent because this morning was actually insane and I’m still shaking from it. So basically, I thought this girl blocked me because of an AI misunderstanding. I genuinely believed that was the reason, and because of that assumption, I made a new TikTok account. On that account, I screenshotted her posts and reposted them. My goal wasn’t to start a mob or involve anyone else it was directed at one person, and I wasn’t thinking clearly at all. Later, I found out that the real reason she blocked me wasn’t AI at all. It was because I accidentally followed her personal account and some of her family members. I did not know they were her family. I was following a bunch of random people to try to get followers back, which is something people do all the time, but I wasn’t paying attention and that’s how it happened. Then everything blew up.

11:21 AM

She somehow figured out I made the new account and immediately started threatening lawyers and cops if I didn’t take it down. That alone sent me into full panic mode. I’m autistic, I have dyslexia and depression, and this week has already been extremely stressful and scary. Having legal threats thrown at me like that completely overwhelmed me. On the account, I said things about her content being inappropriate for younger viewers and framed it in a way that I now realize was way too far. Her friends came at me fast, saying they were disappointed and that they had given me chances to tell the truth. I didn’t handle it well at all.

11:21 AM

I was about to leave for church, my anxiety was through the roof, and I panicked. I lied and said my sister apologized just so her friend would leave me alone long enough for me to get through church. That was a fear response, not some calculated plan, but yeah it was still a lie. After church, I told the truth and tried to make peace. But even after that, people kept coming at me, attacking me, swearing at me, and continuing to threaten legal and government involvement. What started as something directed at one person suddenly turned into multiple people dogpiling me, and it felt completely out of control. I know I made mistakes. I know I didn’t think things through. But the way this escalated so fast, especially with threats, was terrifying. I’m exhausted, overwhelmed, and honestly just trying to process everything that happened in the span of a few hours. I needed to get this out because this morning was a lot, and I’m not okay right now.

Damn I'd feel the same if I were you. I'd stress over that and freak out. I definitely feel how you're feeling I do. But I wouldn't have expected that happening.

Valkyrie

I was about to leave for church, my anxiety was through the roof, and I panicked. I lied and said my sister apologized just so her friend would leave me alone long enough for me to get through church. That was a fear response, not some calculated plan, but yeah it was still a lie. After church, I told the truth and tried to make peace. But even after that, people kept coming at me, attacking me, swearing at me, and continuing to threaten legal and government involvement. What started as something directed at one person suddenly turned into multiple people dogpiling me, and it felt completely out of control. I know I made mistakes. I know I didn’t think things through. But the way this escalated so fast, especially with threats, was terrifying. I’m exhausted, overwhelmed, and honestly just trying to process everything that happened in the span of a few hours. I needed to get this out because this morning was a lot, and I’m not okay right now.

even a pebble can become a boulder

Idk what that means

11:33 AM

@Ghost of coon

Valkyrie

Idk what that means

things spiral out of control

I never blocked them but okay..

11:35 AM

This is obviously this girl’s parents

11:36 AM

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZS5RovSgJ/

Ghost of coon

things spiral out of control

Ah

Why were you posting about them the begin with? (Just trying to understand not attacking) (edited)

TikTok

11:40 AM

That link I shared was the apology I made publicly

I mean why were you screenshotting and reposting things?

11:44 AM

But yeah that can be scary when things get out of hand, I doubt they would actually take legal action but probably just best to not get involved even if their account is inappropriate

Cuz I was trying to get her attention. That was it. Cuz when someone blocked me I’ve always publicly called them out on why they what they did and why

Jay

But yeah that can be scary when things get out of hand, I doubt they would actually take legal action but probably just best to not get involved even if their account is inappropriate

Yea i unfortunately understand it now

11:45 AM

“You learn from your mistakes.”

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When people block me I block them and move on it’s not worth the hassle the world is too big and life is too short to deal with that

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11:46 AM

I hope the anxiety eases and they back off

Jay

When people block me I block them and move on it’s not worth the hassle the world is too big and life is too short to deal with that

I will remember that

Jay

I hope the anxiety eases and they back off

Yes

11:48 AM

I’m hoping my coffee will calm me down a little

11:48 AM

Or I’ll have to avoid playing tonight and just work on my puzzle

Yes just relax as much as you can, drink that coffee and find something to do and keep your mind off of it (edited)

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Haha

11:49 AM

Will do

so i had a odd relationship with a bi lass in cotulla more of distance she didnt talk much bit when we were "together" i was being sweet wishing her and her wife well (yes she was poly with a wife) this went on til i couldnt take my own eagerness since this happend after i broke up with my first physical relationship ended up breaking it off with the poly lass and told her im not the man her and her wife need since i had nothing to actually give to them being a mostly broke autistic guy who lives with his parents now i kinda got with a homeless lass and im being her moral support for the most part so yeah i know im the problem but on a % how much of a jackass am i?

idk if its you being a jackass but more just strange choices, as long as you're being clear about where you are in the relationship and not hurting them or yourself its idkman

honestly probably both im feeling guilty how i left her for the other lass but the logic in my brain was like she dont care she has plenty of people that could replace me idk maybe because i felt like she would have just used me if i did get out of my situation then i feel unsure but like i said probably just feel like shit because it all kinda went down on chrismass eve and i still dont know how to feel about other then belittle myself even though im with a lass i mesh well with now

I think in this case you did what was best for yourself and that's 100% okay, there's no use in forcing to stay in a relationship where you feel that way if anything that's torture. They'll be fine they have each other (in my opinion i don't find poly relationships to last or end well in most cases anyway...respectfully) (edited)

yeah thanks

You should be good, I think you handle the situation very well.

i do my best

5:04 PM

working on life now ged driver's license and shiz

Wish you all the success

Well that was a waste of time

3:40 PM

next time just don't read

Not that stupid online date and being catfished

ah gotcha yeah fair

I fucked up I just finished my shower 10 minutes ago but while I was cleaning my hair with shampoo, I ended up sneezing and inhaled the shampoo water and now my mouth has soap in it and in my mucus. Shit taste bad.

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10:45 AM

My mouth is stained abit with shampoo water

10:46 AM

I almost threw up gagging because of it

Milk didn't help and eating something didn't help. Brings memories of getting my mouth washed out with soap for swearing as a kid

@everyone who played w me last night on Destiny 2 pms! Sorry I lashed out on you. I’m just so freaking stressed out with this person sexually harassing me and thinking it’s OK to the point it made me break. I took most of my energy onto my boyfriend which I shouldn’t have done, but I’ve been so fucking stressed out with this person continuously harassing me and I can’t do anything about it because they’re American for all I know and I can’t do anything on my end or report them to the police because our police are so stupid that they don’t even give two shits if it’s online or off-line all our cops do is like money meanwhile that’s not their job to enjoy. Their job is to help their community but anyway anyways I’m sorry I lashed out on you wasn’t my intentions. I was just like I said stressed. My apologies

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It's always okay to talk about your emotions and feelings towards people like us.You safeguarded this community by not allowing any gays in here. If you need help contact me a little later today at around 8.I'll try and see if I can find a way to get juice online one of my best friends.

I’ve been home alone for 4 days and i thought i could handle it but OMFG nope cuz as soon as my older brother come over I had to hide my tears.

I may be an introvert but I need people around still! I’d hate to live alone!! I keep having meltdowns I thought that because I could be surrounded by animals all day I’d be fine, but no

(edited)

You good

Valkyrie

@everyone who played w me last night on Destiny 2 pms! Sorry I lashed out on you. I’m just so freaking stressed out with this person sexually harassing me and thinking it’s OK to the point it made me break. I took most of my energy onto my boyfriend which I shouldn’t have done, but I’ve been so fucking stressed out with this person continuously harassing me and I can’t do anything about it because they’re American for all I know and I can’t do anything on my end or report them to the police because our police are so stupid that they don’t even give two shits if it’s online or off-line all our cops do is like money meanwhile that’s not their job to enjoy. Their job is to help their community but anyway anyways I’m sorry I lashed out on you wasn’t my intentions. I was just like I said stressed. My apologies

Its okay, you owned up to it and admitted your faults and thats what matters the most

Everything we’ll be alright

Valkyrie

@everyone who played w me last night on Destiny 2 pms! Sorry I lashed out on you. I’m just so freaking stressed out with this person sexually harassing me and thinking it’s OK to the point it made me break. I took most of my energy onto my boyfriend which I shouldn’t have done, but I’ve been so fucking stressed out with this person continuously harassing me and I can’t do anything about it because they’re American for all I know and I can’t do anything on my end or report them to the police because our police are so stupid that they don’t even give two shits if it’s online or off-line all our cops do is like money meanwhile that’s not their job to enjoy. Their job is to help their community but anyway anyways I’m sorry I lashed out on you wasn’t my intentions. I was just like I said stressed. My apologies

I know I wasn't there. But it is alright you are human and have human emotions. Lashing out is part of it.

@Valkyrie can you make a arc raider party?

Hope your ok. It's normal and part of being human.

9:39 AM

Back out I go….

What the actual fuck?

I’ve never sprung anything in my life until now and I’m having to force myself to go back outside and do for water buckets

9:41 AM

I won’t say I am forcing myself I mean I am being forced by my dad to do it (edited)

9:42 AM

So this whole thing I’m going on right now Dad my dad doesn’t believe I actually sprained my ankle He thinks I’m lying to get out of something.

Haiz

‍♀️ that's messed up

My left foot is fucking throbbing

Damn. Take it easy Liz and let it get better. Put some ice on it and use some cold therapy pain relief jel or spray and give it a massage.

2:42 PM

Maybe elevate it on some pillows too

Do you even get a feeling when you forgot that your parents divorced and your step parent is staying a bit longer than I expected? I didn't like her because I don't feel safe with her, I mean she didn't do anything to hurt me or anything... I just don't like her, especially she told my mom to stay away from my dad, my mom and dad are just friends and just now, my dad said my step mom (well, I don't think of her as a step mom) wanted to clean my room. It's good she didn't want to throw things without my permission but I didn't like that my dad brought her back after the holiday my dad just went. I thought he go holiday to Indonesia (that's where the step mom live) and she would stay because I thought she have her child there going to school but I guess not.. I told my dad that I don't like her and he understands, told me that she is going to help clean up the house, wash the clothes and etc but I can't pretend her like a maid since she is my stepmother

10:38 PM

I know it has been many years my parents divorced like maybe 8 or 9 years but to me, it felt like only 2 to 3 years

Fuck I feel like crying

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LovaraX

Fuck I feel like crying

Hey, whats up? whats wrong?

-# I have lost... too many people... too many friend's, why can't they stay... Am I not interesting? Am I not good enough? Why is it that I have to be the backup friend? the friend that is always on the line when they're bored or no one else is around. I just want to be involved and be someone's favourite... fuck

NERBABLE

-# I have lost... too many people... too many friend's, why can't they stay... Am I not interesting? Am I not good enough? Why is it that I have to be the backup friend? the friend that is always on the line when they're bored or no one else is around. I just want to be involved and be someone's favourite... fuck

-# I’ve felt this most of my life, it’s really hard and hurts like a bitch. but I believe you’ll find people someday people who will enjoy your company more then you know and won’t turn their backs on you and will be with you just cus they like hanging with you, I finally found my people but I still have doubts in my mind at times because of the years believing it won’t last.

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Jay

-# I’ve felt this most of my life, it’s really hard and hurts like a bitch. but I believe you’ll find people someday people who will enjoy your company more then you know and won’t turn their backs on you and will be with you just cus they like hanging with you, I finally found my people but I still have doubts in my mind at times because of the years believing it won’t last.

-# It's hurts everyday. Meeting only online people, because I live in the middle of nowhere, away from civilisation. Away from society, I don't meet new people, and its not everyday I can just... idek anymore

NERBABLE

-# It's hurts everyday. Meeting only online people, because I live in the middle of nowhere, away from civilisation. Away from society, I don't meet new people, and its not everyday I can just... idek anymore

-# my closest friends are all online including my s/o, so I know the feeling, spent most of my life moving to different countries so it didn’t help in making friends irl and socializing. What I’m saying is I understand it’s definitely painful

LovaraX

Fuck I feel like crying

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9:16 AM

@LovaraX

Valkyrie

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LovaraX

Fuck I feel like crying

I hope that things get better for you soon, I'm sorry you're feeling like crying

LordPriam

I hope that things get better for you soon, I'm sorry you're feeling like crying

I cried just now but I'm feeling a little ok

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Its good to let that out

10:15 AM

I hope you feel better

LovaraX

Fuck I feel like crying

I am hear if you want to talk more. I am a good listener

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5:52 PM

I know the pain as well

Thanks guys

LovaraX

Thanks guys

Of course

✨ love u

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LovaraX

Thanks guys

Of course

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the void is staring back i didnt look away but simply understood

10:35 AM

10:37 AM

So because I stood up for our relationship constantless times I get dumped instead

10:41 AM

10:42 AM

Apparently I have bipolar depression..

10:45 AM

I had to go to ChatGPT for clarification

10:45 AM

I live with someone who has bipolar so

I’m not bipolar

12:18 PM

I’m autistic and dyslexic, and have ADHD and suicidal depression

12:18 PM

I’m not bipolar

12:19 PM

With every guy I’ve dated have always said something that I am not because they misdiagnose everything. I have with something else instead just to make themselves feel better. (edited)

I'm autistic, have adhd and bipolar. But turned out normal (edited)

Yea

12:19 PM

But I don’t have bipolar disorder

Maybe it is time to stop dating?

Take a break from dating maybe

12:22 PM

Sometimes it's best to leave well enough alone

I might

12:23 PM

But I hate being single

Good Friends can fill that

Ik

Right person will come around eventually, best to not go rushing or seeking a lot into relationships, I gave up on dating focused on my self for a few years and poof found my person, doesn’t work for everyone but it does happen and keeps you from getting hurt too often

Valkyrie

But I hate being single

ive had 2 women think im perfect only for things to not work out for this or that reason and my current lass took a break to work on herself so im just chillin doing the same hoping for shit to work so it could be worse

So one of my kittens bit my knuckle, and I was soaking in a hydrogen peroxide and of course, because I was standing in one place me asking several questions to my mom, apparently immediately turns it into me, starting an argument with her with her yelling at me saying I’m an idiot and constantly accusing me asking questions and arguments and said because she doesn’t understand the questions that I’m asking so then she just immediately accused me of starting a constant argument when I’m literally asking her questions that’s it.

9:09 AM

For an example, What I asked 1. “how long do I need to soak this?” And my mom immediately rolled her eyes and said “well if you didn’t soak it right away we wouldn’t be in this mess now would we?.” 2. Her: And then she asked me “why didn’t clean the needles after giving a shot to the cat?.” and I was confused and I said “I didn’t use the needles, Dad did.” and then she immediately accuse me of starting an argument. 3. Me: “when can Charlie live out outside w the rest of the cats in the barn?.” Her response “idk! I’ve answered that question several times now, stop turning everything around and starting arguments!” 4. Her: “who took these goodies out?.” I answered “me, cuz i haven’t had them-.” She cuts me off “WHY TAKE THEM OUT WHEN IT SAYS ON THE COUNTER “share w others” as IN WITH COMPANY?!.” My response: “there’s more of those containers in the freezer still.” “Angry eyes! I DONT CARE THAT THERES MORE THE FREEZER YOU DIDNT ASK IF YOU COULD PULL THESE OUT IN THE FIRST PLACE.” 5. “In all honestly I didn’t know I had to ask to pull out goodies? that we all baked.” - her “again with the arguments!

The fuck is with your mom

Damn. Was your mom born a bitch ?

4:27 PM

POV you’re apparently 12 years old again but instead of grounding if you don’t do these things you get threatened instead

My parents are constantly saying don’t be living lights on yet my parents leave the laundry room light on and the light shines directly into my room and I’m trying to nap and i just keep getting woken by my dad turning on and then walking away and then i turn it off

Last night I was in a party with an old friend who I knew since he was 18 now he’s 21, and his friend was in the party and I made a random saying that should have been taken as a joke

and his friend immediately called me a pedo. I said “hey, if you’re 21 now I can be my dirty minded self around you.” And his friend was like “wait if you weren’t able to that when he was 17 lol ew that’s paedophilia!.” Bro jumped an extra year. I ended up blocking his friend too because he took my comment that was supposed to be taken as a joke to fucking seriously and then got mad at me for not taking his joke. Meanwhile, it wasn’t a joke. You call me a paedophile that’s not a joke. That’s an insult.

I swear you are some kind of magnet to toxic people

Ace

I swear you are some kind of magnet to toxic people

It definitely seems like that. It's sick.

Keep her in your prayers

Wait...did your cat passed away

No

she’s just not feeling too well

Aw... I wish her the best of recovery

I can’t afford a vet…

Giving virtual pets

am i being too petty for avoiding to go to my younger sister’s wedding. The same sister who was always talked bad about me to my parents/mother. Never took me to the hospital right away after I hurt myself said that “she had better things do to than take me somewhere she didn’t want to go.” (Which btw I did finally go and got 11 stitches. And the after complained to me that i wrecked her day. She a sister that i never wanted cuz she always, always treated me like i was stupid. The same sister who’s too lazy to take care of the farm and just lays in bed and only gets up to piss or go into town for 4 ice coffees that’s she forgets about when she puts them in the fridge. Complains when I ask her to help me out with something and expect something in return

So i straight up and told her that i don’t want to go to her wedding or attend it. Cuz to me she’s not ready for marriage nor ready to commit to someone she’s only known for 7 months or something.

It’s not Petty you have valid reasonings for not wanting to go.

Valkyrie

am i being too petty for avoiding to go to my younger sister’s wedding. The same sister who was always talked bad about me to my parents/mother. Never took me to the hospital right away after I hurt myself said that “she had better things do to than take me somewhere she didn’t want to go.” (Which btw I did finally go and got 11 stitches. And the after complained to me that i wrecked her day. She a sister that i never wanted cuz she always, always treated me like i was stupid. The same sister who’s too lazy to take care of the farm and just lays in bed and only gets up to piss or go into town for 4 ice coffees that’s she forgets about when she puts them in the fridge. Complains when I ask her to help me out with something and expect something in return

So i straight up and told her that i don’t want to go to her wedding or attend it. Cuz to me she’s not ready for marriage nor ready to commit to someone she’s only known for 7 months or something.

She’s only known the man for 7 months…and she has a wedding? Wow…talk about a Disney flick come to life. Sure it nothing bad will happen. Meanwhile here we need to have a foundation to get to know the person and a year or more if nothing happens then maybe marriage can be in the talks

Valid reasons. Nothing wrong with that.

WUNKER

She’s only known the man for 7 months…and she has a wedding? Wow…talk about a Disney flick come to life. Sure it nothing bad will happen. Meanwhile here we need to have a foundation to get to know the person and a year or more if nothing happens then maybe marriage can be in the talks

Yet with me for an example; if I’ve been dating someone online and it’s been 7 months the guy ends the relationship immediately because he see that the relationship is going nowhere. meanwhile I always tell the guy I’m dating that if they wants to be with me you’ve gotta meet me in person first. Cuz I was taught that the guy comes first so the parents can trust that their loyal. and I’ve told my mom countless time that “oh a guy I’ve been dating online said he’s going to come visit me!.” Never does. Countless times I’d tell her that until i mother decided to threaten me.. If i didn’t stop dating robots online than they’ll put me in mental institution so that they don’t have to deal with me anymore. The real reason i chose not to go to my younger sister wedding cuz i don’t want to be the only single person there so because I’ll be alone at home I can potentially end my suffering, I’m 28, i always wish to be married by 22..that wish is broken because I’m stuck in a rut that i can’t get out of.. for years my parents would tell me I’m autistic to the point that, if I wasn’t told as a kid that I’m under special needs that i won’t still be living with my parents.. But because i know I’m autistic i can’t seem to figure out how to live a normal life without feeling useless. When I game I feel numb and useless, when i laugh when playing I avoid the negative thoughts I get in my head, I have insomnia cuz I can’t stop overthinking things in my head, I’m a difficult person to deal with people will try to help me or say they’ll help me but end up quitting because they notice no improvements in me, my church pastor offered to help me get my driver license but I had no motivation to be involved with him trying to help me. I feel trapped while living with my parents cuz anything I do that makes them happy for me just makes me more uncomfortable cuz they constantly expect me to do things..

9:38 AM

I’m trapped in a autistic body and i can’t leave without being married, and at the same I’m being forced out of the house and I have 10 months to figure out, I’ll be stuck in a middle of a farmer field homeless cuz I can’t move to Australia.. My mom doesn’t want me to cuz it’s too far that they won’t be able to help me meanwhile the whole point of me wanting to move to Australia is to get away from their “help” Threatening me with things and say so’s isn’t help, it’s abuse..

My mother “do you want to cause trouble for correcting people’s mistakes or make relationships?” Me: “make relationships?” Her: “then when I ask you is the curling iron on you just say yes, not say the opposite by correcting me.” By the way guys, it was a flat iron. My mom had a flat iron plugged into the wall and she’s asking is the curling iron on and I’m looking around the counter like “there’s no curling iron here there’s a flat iron?” and she’s like that’s not what I asked “is the curling iron plugged in? Yes or no?.” I don’t know why is she asking if the curling iron is plugged in if it’s not even in so I’m like fucking confused. And then she didn’t mad at me because I’m pretending to play dumb or. She asked if the curling iron was plugged in no the flat iron is but she was getting mad at me for it for “correcting her.” And then when she asked the whole about causing trouble or making relationships or whatever she said, I only said because the flat iron is plugged in she assumed that I was making fun of her meanwhile, I wasn’t. I was just fucking confused and she’s accusing me making fun of her. Her: “you’re going to lose relationships and friendships if you keep purposely causing others to get mad at you for correcting them.” Me thinking

Ok

I feel like I’m just a background character in every relationship I’m in. No one ever calls or text to check on me and every time I try to connect it falls through, it’s always my other friend inviting me or I’m busy right now next time then nothing. And at this point I don’t know what to do.

Thê çrímsøñ fùçkér

I feel like I’m just a background character in every relationship I’m in. No one ever calls or text to check on me and every time I try to connect it falls through, it’s always my other friend inviting me or I’m busy right now next time then nothing. And at this point I don’t know what to do.

You need to join my other server bud

9:59 PM

Might help with your loneliness

Damn what other

Bro, attempts to catfish me meanwhile I’m too smart for this guy cause I know who damn well who the person in the pic is because i followed them on TikTok

10:45 PM

Blud could’ve taken a screenshot of anyone else but they didn’t

10:45 PM

I could just take a random picture of celebrity like say Tom cruise and say hey you got a selfie

lol

10:46 PM

This my dating Bio btw

Lmao

10:47 PM

The last part

I’m getting more Indians than anything ever since I put that in my bio

10:50 PM

The guy went and removed me as a friend on Snapchat

Course he did cause he got caught being a dumbass

10:50 PM

Wouldn’t expect if he actually was an Indian

lol

Cause who tf starts a bio like that

10:51 PM

And saying you’re Dom really? Small dick energy is all I can see him giving out

lol

Got hit offline by a guy calling me fat

12:09 AM

How can some do that?

POV you’ve been madly in love with a man who you dated but blocked you for needed space and then unblock you to play with your feelings and make you believe u had another chance with them but they admitted that they were just manipulating you the whole time…

4:06 PM

4:07 PM

The hardest block I’ve ever done..

Damn what a bitch

Fuck that

4:14 PM

Fuck that person,

Ouch that's really rough. I'm sorry

What in the fuck

4:42 PM

That guy is a moron

4:43 PM

It shouldn't be hard for him to be honest about how he actually felt, I don't understand why he would drag it on and cause that entire ordeal to occur.

4:43 PM

And him saying yall don't have similar interests feels like a lie

4:45 PM

Also, changing to fit his standards sounds more like he wanted you to be what his ideal partner would be, doesn't feel like he respected or would've respected your personality.

I seriously need my own PayPal account my mother keeps stealing my money that I make from the commissions I do (edited)

8:02 AM

She keeps saying that the money I make goes towards the money Microsoft stole from her right after I took my account off her bank account and Microsoft was still taking her money even after my account was off

8:04 AM

So apparently my fault for Microsoft stealing her money

‍♀️

So w me trying to make money and still being broke my parents are constantly getting mad at me for being broke yet my mother is stealing the money I make from my commissions

2:15 PM

If only EMT could work all over the world and not in just my region

2:21 PM

I also just left my sisters group chat. Cuz obviously it’s impossible to ask them to keep private conversations private..

So your mom, wants you to not be broke, but at the same time siphons money from you when you try to have income for yourself? Why and how does she enjoy putting you in a contradiction like that? It'd be a good idea to call her out on that because it makes 0 sense if she wants you to do something and prevents you from doing so at the same time.

Seriously. Her mom sounds like a retard, No offense. Makes no sense. (edited)

Exactly, constantly putting her in contradictory situations while expecting something to happen out of it. It's mental gymnastics

I had the same problem with my stepmom who kept going into my room and going through my stuff and taking my things and money.

Ugh my mom used to do that with money until I just stopped keeping cash on me

7:11 PM

Luckily she stopped doing it anyway

It got do bad I told her if she didn't stop, I would take her stuff of equal value of what she stole from me. She got mad at me for saying that and we got into an argument that I told my brother to watch my room when I left the house to cool off. But that bitch followed me and provoking me to get more mad because she knew I had anger issues apart from autism, adhd and bipolar. I told her repeatedly to leave me alone and she kept mocking me and pissing me off to the point I had to threaten her to leave me alone because I knew if I didn't she would continue. This was when I left the house and she followed me but she ended up calling the police on me lying to them I hit her which I didn't. She lied to the police and falsely got me arrested. Spent a night at a place. Not jail but something like a group home or something. My dad had to pick me up the next day. I told him the truth and I told him to divorce her. I ended up living with a friend for awhile till I got my own place a week after I got arrested when they went on vacation. I even told the police what happened and wanted to report her and sue her and the police department for lying to the police and falsely arresting me and threatened to sue the department for wrongful arrest and believing false allegations. I haven't visited them for family dinners or saw her for 7 years. Only go to lunch with my dad once a month.

Can’t you tell the police that your money is being siphoned off by a close relative that’s putting you in a dire financial situation?

QDOG724

It got do bad I told her if she didn't stop, I would take her stuff of equal value of what she stole from me. She got mad at me for saying that and we got into an argument that I told my brother to watch my room when I left the house to cool off. But that bitch followed me and provoking me to get more mad because she knew I had anger issues apart from autism, adhd and bipolar. I told her repeatedly to leave me alone and she kept mocking me and pissing me off to the point I had to threaten her to leave me alone because I knew if I didn't she would continue. This was when I left the house and she followed me but she ended up calling the police on me lying to them I hit her which I didn't. She lied to the police and falsely got me arrested. Spent a night at a place. Not jail but something like a group home or something. My dad had to pick me up the next day. I told him the truth and I told him to divorce her. I ended up living with a friend for awhile till I got my own place a week after I got arrested when they went on vacation. I even told the police what happened and wanted to report her and sue her and the police department for lying to the police and falsely arresting me and threatened to sue the department for wrongful arrest and believing false allegations. I haven't visited them for family dinners or saw her for 7 years. Only go to lunch with my dad once a month.

Holy shit I'm so sorry you went through all of that, I do hope that your dad had divorced her. Shitty human being can't keep her hands to herself.

WUNKER

Can’t you tell the police that your money is being siphoned off by a close relative that’s putting you in a dire financial situation?

Since she lives with them, there's not much that can be done. Pretty sure her mom and her dad would lie to the fuzz about it anyway (edited)

phen0menal

Holy shit I'm so sorry you went through all of that, I do hope that your dad had divorced her. Shitty human being can't keep her hands to herself.

He's still married to her today. But not just my shitty experience from her but she's a gold digger and using my dad for his money. Even when I was with them.

Ffs, fuck gold diggers

8:02 PM

Always thinking materialistically, never about how the other person is

I keep telling him multiple times she was using him for his money and he's blind

Definitely, sadly there's nothing you can do

I was talking to my dad on the phone and asked about her and if he had enough money. It sounds he doesn't have enough money to live. He was doing day trading and said of looking on doing Uber while looking for a better job.

Guessing your mom drained it out of him for useless garbage?

I was looking online for laws in the usa if being a gold digger and using someone for money was illegal or against the law. And guess what. It's not illigal or against the law in every state in the usa. I literally called 3 lawyers and 3 attorney office in each state asking and every single one said it's not illegal or against the law in each state.

Yeah there's sadly nothing that can be done about it legally, which is insanely frustrating

I was thinking of interviewing people and asking about the topic

Only time I've seen it get used for something in court was a false SA allegations against an NHL player here

I got other topics to interview people and ask about other than that

Gotcha, I do hope there is a way for your dad to get out, sucks to see him blind like this thinking everything is normal/okay

phen0menal

So your mom, wants you to not be broke, but at the same time siphons money from you when you try to have income for yourself? Why and how does she enjoy putting you in a contradiction like that? It'd be a good idea to call her out on that because it makes 0 sense if she wants you to do something and prevents you from doing so at the same time.

I can’t call her out without getting ridiculed by her and my dad. And tan threatening to take my dog way

Wtf that is so messed up

Valkyrie

I can’t call her out without getting ridiculed by her and my dad. And tan threatening to take my dog way

That is genuinely childish behavior coming from them, they failed as parents

Maybe sue them ?

QDOG724

Maybe sue them ?

With what lawyer?